Mistress R has just given me a treat for my 3lb weight loss, and a lovely treat it was too. She started off with some lovely stroking and sucking, and then surprised me by pulling her knickers off and straddling me, pushing down on my cock until I was fully inside her, that felt so wonderful. After about a minute of riding my cock I was starting to get a little bit close, but I got it under control and enjoyed a few minutes of lovely penetration...
She then climbed off and lay down beside me saying, "We don't want it to go too far do we?" Then she stroked me a little more and then gave my cock a few little slaps and then a couple a little harder (but still pretty light really) which made my cock throb for attention.... and then it was over. Hopefully Mistress R will want some attention tomorrow because I am already aching to go down on her again, I can't believe it was only last night, it seems ages ago.
Oh yes, I nearly forgot, Mistress R looked very pleased when she asked if I had managed to keep my hands off my cock this week and I was able to confirm that I had. But I'm sure that's going to get harder over the next week or two...
Showing posts with label Teasing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Teasing. Show all posts
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Teased again...
So last night Mistress R gave me the proper teasing she promised me, with lots of lovely stroking and sucking (and a little gentle biting), but no orgasm (of course). I noticed that my cock was hardest right after she was touching my balls, actually as I was laying there I was hoping she would go much harder on them, maybe even give them a few slaps (this is something I've been thinking about a lot lately)... but I didn't ask, which I could have, sigh... still it was lovely to be teased, although unfortunately I was a little too tired to really fully appreciate it properly (and consequently not as ball-achingly cranked as I was the night before). Still that was absolutely no reflection on my wonderful Mistress, just real life getting in the way, and tired as I was it was still extremely enjoyable...
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Ten maybe fifteen seconds...
Last night when we got into bed, Mistress R rather unexpectedly placed her hand against my cock for ten maybe fifteen seconds. She didn't move it or stroke it or anything she just held it gently and then let go just as it was getting really, really hard. So hard in fact that it felt like it was about to burst. She must have realised from my breathing how hard I was because she very gently stroked it for about thirty seconds or so before kissing me goodnight, but not before telling me that tomorrow (which is now tonight) she intends to give me a proper teasing. What amazed me was how hard I got just from that touch, and I can only put it down to the fact that I am eleven days in and still haven't touched my cock myself, thus making the slightest touch from her that much more intense. Of course, once she had turned over to go to sleep I was left rock hard and had to put my hands outside the sheets to make sure I didn't do anything I shouldn't. So, as you can imagine, I am more than a little impatient to get teased tonight!
I just love the thought that with barely any effort at all on her part Mistress R could leave me so hard and desperate, so I will definitely, definitely be sticking to the no touching rule in future, and I hope, now that she knows the power she has (and how little effort is required), she will leave me like that a lot more often!
I just love the thought that with barely any effort at all on her part Mistress R could leave me so hard and desperate, so I will definitely, definitely be sticking to the no touching rule in future, and I hope, now that she knows the power she has (and how little effort is required), she will leave me like that a lot more often!
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Monday, July 4, 2011
Following up on yesterday's post...
Firstly, thanks to those of you who commented, and to GoodHubby for the inspiration.
I printed my post out for Mistress R last night, and she was concerned that I was 'worried' about it. Which I'm not (much), but anyway...
She pointed out that one of the reasons was that before we started the chastity thing my cock wasn't all that reliable (this is true, I have some nerve damage from an operation and I'm also well overweight), although a cock ring is quite effective in sorting that out*. If I am on top I also tend to get cramp in my legs, although not always and a few weeks ago we did this for the first time in ages and it was wonderful, even though I had to go slow or risk pushing myself over the edge. I love her to be on top, not least because I love to look up at her, but also because I don't get any cramp and I don't have to worry about coming so much. And obviously it feels so much more submissive to be on the bottom (plus if she does decide to let me cum inside her, she can easily move up and have me lick her clean).
But, most importantly of all, Mistress agrees that she has the power and if she wanted more penetration she would ask for it. So it seems the answer is that Mistress is getting all the penetration she requires, and if that is the case then I am more than happy with the way things are.
Unlike some men, I have never felt any given 'right' to penetrate my wife. I know I am a bit 'over-sensitive' (probably even unnecessarily so a lot of the time) to how Mistress R is feeling and the slightest bit of discomfort on her part (even just a slightly pained look on her face) is enough to put me off, because I can't stand the thought of hurting her (and even more so since a couple of months back in our Femdom session, she was getting a bit worked up with a dildo, trying to shove it into my arse, and she completely misjudged it and aimed about an inch too high and I must say it fucking hurt!).
Truth be told, I am generally quite happy to be teased manually and to be allowed inside her only when she wants it, because while I do love to be inside her, it's more important to me that she is in control, and like I said, being inside her is so much better when I know she really wants me there.** Besides, as the nerve damage means that I am sometimes much less sensitive than I might otherwise be, on the verge of numbness at times, fingers are often better for me as they can grip harder, scratch, etc... plus when Mistress R's wonderful tongue is teasing my cock it's really quite difficult to feel hard-done-by!
*One wonderful side-effect of 'male-chastity' is how hard I get (and stay) now, a huge improvement.
** I do remember a time, not too many years ago, when Mistress R told me that penetration was not that important to her because it doesn't make her cum and was something she did 'for me'. I don't exactly remember why she said that, and it is possible that it was said when I was stressing about not being able to perform as well as I would have liked for her, so maybe it was meant as a kindness... but even so, the fact that she was so keen to take control of my being allowed inside her and the fact that it has diminished significantly since leads me to conclude that there perhaps was at least some truth in it.
And actually, if that is the case, then it makes being allowed inside her even more special...
I printed my post out for Mistress R last night, and she was concerned that I was 'worried' about it. Which I'm not (much), but anyway...
She pointed out that one of the reasons was that before we started the chastity thing my cock wasn't all that reliable (this is true, I have some nerve damage from an operation and I'm also well overweight), although a cock ring is quite effective in sorting that out*. If I am on top I also tend to get cramp in my legs, although not always and a few weeks ago we did this for the first time in ages and it was wonderful, even though I had to go slow or risk pushing myself over the edge. I love her to be on top, not least because I love to look up at her, but also because I don't get any cramp and I don't have to worry about coming so much. And obviously it feels so much more submissive to be on the bottom (plus if she does decide to let me cum inside her, she can easily move up and have me lick her clean).
But, most importantly of all, Mistress agrees that she has the power and if she wanted more penetration she would ask for it. So it seems the answer is that Mistress is getting all the penetration she requires, and if that is the case then I am more than happy with the way things are.
Unlike some men, I have never felt any given 'right' to penetrate my wife. I know I am a bit 'over-sensitive' (probably even unnecessarily so a lot of the time) to how Mistress R is feeling and the slightest bit of discomfort on her part (even just a slightly pained look on her face) is enough to put me off, because I can't stand the thought of hurting her (and even more so since a couple of months back in our Femdom session, she was getting a bit worked up with a dildo, trying to shove it into my arse, and she completely misjudged it and aimed about an inch too high and I must say it fucking hurt!).
Truth be told, I am generally quite happy to be teased manually and to be allowed inside her only when she wants it, because while I do love to be inside her, it's more important to me that she is in control, and like I said, being inside her is so much better when I know she really wants me there.** Besides, as the nerve damage means that I am sometimes much less sensitive than I might otherwise be, on the verge of numbness at times, fingers are often better for me as they can grip harder, scratch, etc... plus when Mistress R's wonderful tongue is teasing my cock it's really quite difficult to feel hard-done-by!
*One wonderful side-effect of 'male-chastity' is how hard I get (and stay) now, a huge improvement.
** I do remember a time, not too many years ago, when Mistress R told me that penetration was not that important to her because it doesn't make her cum and was something she did 'for me'. I don't exactly remember why she said that, and it is possible that it was said when I was stressing about not being able to perform as well as I would have liked for her, so maybe it was meant as a kindness... but even so, the fact that she was so keen to take control of my being allowed inside her and the fact that it has diminished significantly since leads me to conclude that there perhaps was at least some truth in it.
And actually, if that is the case, then it makes being allowed inside her even more special...
Much as expected...
Four teasing sessions over the last three days meant I woke up with a very hard cock this morning... but once again I managed to keep my hands off it (just). It's getting harder though, it's definitely getting harder.
Carrot and stick. Remember the carrot and stick. Touching means the paddle, not touching means Mistress R's wonderful teasing (perhaps) or some other lovely treat (maybe some ass or foot worship), that's what I've got to focus on. As much as I love touching my cock, I know it's never as good as when Mistress touches it... and I don't want to feel that bloody paddle again, it stung quite enough last time!
Looking at Mistress and I's relative orgasm counts, I was just wondering how they will stack up come Christmas time... Mistress could be pushing 100, while I'll be (more than) lucky to break 20! Assuming everything continues as it is now, of course...
One of the most frustrating things about all this is not being able to ask to be allowed inside Mistress R's wonderful pussy. This was a rule that Mistress made right at the start of our chastity adventure, in fact I can still remember the moment she said it, we were walking in a nearby field, discussing whether or not I should be allowed to beg to cum (even though it was pretty obvious that I didn't really want to...) when she added that rule as well. So that's three months since I've been allowed even to ask to be inside her...
I love that she has that control, that she only grants me that absolute pleasure when (and for how long) it suits her, my only worry is that because I can't ask she might get the impression I'm not bothered. Which is silly really, because of course she knows that I want to be inside her... and as long as she does know that, I am more than happy for her to decide. And because it only seems to happen once or twice a month, it really does feel like she is giving me a very special gift indeed...
Carrot and stick. Remember the carrot and stick. Touching means the paddle, not touching means Mistress R's wonderful teasing (perhaps) or some other lovely treat (maybe some ass or foot worship), that's what I've got to focus on. As much as I love touching my cock, I know it's never as good as when Mistress touches it... and I don't want to feel that bloody paddle again, it stung quite enough last time!
Looking at Mistress and I's relative orgasm counts, I was just wondering how they will stack up come Christmas time... Mistress could be pushing 100, while I'll be (more than) lucky to break 20! Assuming everything continues as it is now, of course...
One of the most frustrating things about all this is not being able to ask to be allowed inside Mistress R's wonderful pussy. This was a rule that Mistress made right at the start of our chastity adventure, in fact I can still remember the moment she said it, we were walking in a nearby field, discussing whether or not I should be allowed to beg to cum (even though it was pretty obvious that I didn't really want to...) when she added that rule as well. So that's three months since I've been allowed even to ask to be inside her...
I love that she has that control, that she only grants me that absolute pleasure when (and for how long) it suits her, my only worry is that because I can't ask she might get the impression I'm not bothered. Which is silly really, because of course she knows that I want to be inside her... and as long as she does know that, I am more than happy for her to decide. And because it only seems to happen once or twice a month, it really does feel like she is giving me a very special gift indeed...
Sunday, July 3, 2011
What a weekend...
Teasing for me and an orgasm for Mistress R on Friday, super-hot double teasing for me yesterday and more teasing and another orgasm for Mistress R today! It's funny, I think the best side-effect of not eating so much and getting plenty of exercise, is that we seem to be having more 'sex'. Which is awesome!
I can't quite believe Mistress R is about to hit 30 orgasms while I am still only on 7, and Mistress R could easily hit 35 before I hit 8 (which would put her on 5/1), that is truly amazing... and more than I could ever have hoped for. This really is working out great!
I can't quite believe Mistress R is about to hit 30 orgasms while I am still only on 7, and Mistress R could easily hit 35 before I hit 8 (which would put her on 5/1), that is truly amazing... and more than I could ever have hoped for. This really is working out great!
Saturday, July 2, 2011
My reward...
Those of you who read the comments under my last post will know that Mistress R told me that I would be rewarded with teasing. Well, this afternoon Mistress R did indeed give me some lovely teasing, first sucking and stroking my cock beautifully and then using her feet to rub it and then making me worship her feet. She finished off with another short bout of sucking and stroking and then said, 'That's all for now...'. She then added that I might get some more later, but it depends...
Well, I rather obviously wanted to know 'on what, it would depend', so I asked her.
Her response was, 'On how I feel, obviously...'.
So fingers crossed there might be more to come!
This is truly the best diet ever!!!
Well, I rather obviously wanted to know 'on what, it would depend', so I asked her.
Her response was, 'On how I feel, obviously...'.
So fingers crossed there might be more to come!
This is truly the best diet ever!!!
Good news and good news...
First off, this morning was my second weigh in which resulted in a 2lb loss, taking me down to 17St 8lbs. Still too much, but it's going in the right direction.
Secondly last night I was allowed to go down on Mistress R again, which is very unusual on a Friday actually (and takes her back up to the 4/1 ratio). We retired to bed about 10:30pm and started cuddling and kissing, I began teasing Mistress by stroking the insides of her legs and around her pussy and she quickly grabbed my cock and got it nice and hard and me quite worked up, then she said, 'Go down on me now' (I loved that she didn't say 'please'... it's so much hotter this way). I gladly complied, even though I was slightly reluctant to remove my cock from her hand, and it was wonderful. Mistress was so 'creamy' and smelt and tasted delicious and she came nice and hard too!
Afterwards my cock was rock hard once more and I was debating whether to use my first 'chance' or not. I decided against it and as it happens as I was debating this in my mind it kind of decided for itself and started to soften, which made getting to sleep a little easier of course, hahaha.
Well, Mistress R is at the pedicurist right now and she's promised me a treat for my weight loss, can't wait! I've just realised that I didn't really get my weight loss specific treat last week because it was our Femdom session, what a swizz! Still I can't complain really can I?
Secondly last night I was allowed to go down on Mistress R again, which is very unusual on a Friday actually (and takes her back up to the 4/1 ratio). We retired to bed about 10:30pm and started cuddling and kissing, I began teasing Mistress by stroking the insides of her legs and around her pussy and she quickly grabbed my cock and got it nice and hard and me quite worked up, then she said, 'Go down on me now' (I loved that she didn't say 'please'... it's so much hotter this way). I gladly complied, even though I was slightly reluctant to remove my cock from her hand, and it was wonderful. Mistress was so 'creamy' and smelt and tasted delicious and she came nice and hard too!
Afterwards my cock was rock hard once more and I was debating whether to use my first 'chance' or not. I decided against it and as it happens as I was debating this in my mind it kind of decided for itself and started to soften, which made getting to sleep a little easier of course, hahaha.
Well, Mistress R is at the pedicurist right now and she's promised me a treat for my weight loss, can't wait! I've just realised that I didn't really get my weight loss specific treat last week because it was our Femdom session, what a swizz! Still I can't complain really can I?
Friday, July 1, 2011
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
It's late...
Mistress R has gone to bed but I'm not really tired enough yet, even though I've done two lots of exercise today (Go, Me!)... not only that but I also spent a lovely hour in bed with Mistress earlier and licked her to another lovely climax (bringing her total to 27 since April 1st). Not only that, but I got a double dose of teasing... firstly when we were kissing when we first got into bed, Mistress was stroking my cock and then as I moved down her body she used her foot to tease my cock and balls until I moved fully between her legs. Then after I made her cum she surprised me by pulling the sheet back (I thought I'd had my treat for the day) and stroked and teased me wonderfully for several more exquisite minutes. It felt so, so good, and my cock was soooooo hard!
Mistress was also very pleased that I had managed not to touch my cock since Saturday, maybe that's why she gave me extra teasing (but most likely it was because she so pleased with how hard I'm trying with the weight loss thing). It was so much better than doing it myself, and that's what I have to remind myself. Not only does it feel better than me doing it, but because I haven't done it myself, it makes Mistress's touch feel even better. If you think about it, it's like being locked up, without being locked up. All you need is willpower!
Of course, now I'm awake, Mistress is asleep and the world wide web of filth is wide open to me. And of course I want to touch my cock, but I'm not going to, not even a little bit. Because next time Mistress touches me I want it to feel just as amazing as it did tonight, and I know that if I touch my cock myself it will detract from that, plus I want to be able to say to Mistress next time she asks that I have obeyed her wishes.
Moreover, I love the idea that ALL my sexual pleasure should come at the behest and whim of my Mistress. That is why I would love to be locked up in a chastity belt, so that Mistress R would know without question that every bit of sexual pleasure I get would come from her. It's easy for me to say that I have not touched my cock or made myself cum (and I have not lied once since we started this) but I would love for her to have that security, that absolute knowledge that I cannot have done either since she locked me up and that only she can release me and grant me satisfaction through teasing or release.
But that's not going to happen any time soon, so instead I am going to concentrate on behaving myself, knowing that when Mistress does decide to touch my cock again it will be enhanced greatly by my self-discipline and stoic adherence to Mistress's instructions.
Mistress was also very pleased that I had managed not to touch my cock since Saturday, maybe that's why she gave me extra teasing (but most likely it was because she so pleased with how hard I'm trying with the weight loss thing). It was so much better than doing it myself, and that's what I have to remind myself. Not only does it feel better than me doing it, but because I haven't done it myself, it makes Mistress's touch feel even better. If you think about it, it's like being locked up, without being locked up. All you need is willpower!
Of course, now I'm awake, Mistress is asleep and the world wide web of filth is wide open to me. And of course I want to touch my cock, but I'm not going to, not even a little bit. Because next time Mistress touches me I want it to feel just as amazing as it did tonight, and I know that if I touch my cock myself it will detract from that, plus I want to be able to say to Mistress next time she asks that I have obeyed her wishes.
Moreover, I love the idea that ALL my sexual pleasure should come at the behest and whim of my Mistress. That is why I would love to be locked up in a chastity belt, so that Mistress R would know without question that every bit of sexual pleasure I get would come from her. It's easy for me to say that I have not touched my cock or made myself cum (and I have not lied once since we started this) but I would love for her to have that security, that absolute knowledge that I cannot have done either since she locked me up and that only she can release me and grant me satisfaction through teasing or release.
But that's not going to happen any time soon, so instead I am going to concentrate on behaving myself, knowing that when Mistress does decide to touch my cock again it will be enhanced greatly by my self-discipline and stoic adherence to Mistress's instructions.
Isn't it funny...
I was just on Amazon checking out the price for the follow up to that book I've just reviewed (it only has one review on there by the way and it's not a good one!) when I noticed the old Black Lace classic 'Cassandra's Conflict'. I never read many Black Lace books, but I read that one a couple of times back in the 90's, and funnily enough there's only one scene that I really remember.
I can't remember all the details but Cassandra watches a male slave being teased by another woman. He is laid on his back and the woman holds his cock lightly and the slave has to lift his hips repeatedly to 'fuck' her hand. Every time he gets close to cumming the woman lets go and he has to start all over again, which is both immensely frustrating and exhausting. Isn't it funny how that is the only bit of the whole book that I can really remember, and I recall even back then thinking that sounded soooooooooo hot!
I can't remember all the details but Cassandra watches a male slave being teased by another woman. He is laid on his back and the woman holds his cock lightly and the slave has to lift his hips repeatedly to 'fuck' her hand. Every time he gets close to cumming the woman lets go and he has to start all over again, which is both immensely frustrating and exhausting. Isn't it funny how that is the only bit of the whole book that I can really remember, and I recall even back then thinking that sounded soooooooooo hot!
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Still nothing...
That's a whole three days without touching my cock, do I get a medal? Fuck me it seems a lot longer than that already, hahaha. Still I did have some lovely teasing on Sunday and (fingers crossed) maybe some more tonight after I've made Mistress R cum again. I'm certainly looking forward to that a lot more than doing Mistress Motivator's exercise DVD. Still, the stupid scales revealed a pound on this morning, which I'm very annoyed about, although truth be told I did have to reset the scales to '0' and that always seems to end up making you weigh more, which I don't really understand, but there you are.
So, I guess it's got to be done, at least we have a decent fan to keep us cool. I have to say, I don't mind doing this too much, because it seems to fly by, but I can't say my fantasy of watching Mistress R exercising has really lived up to the Eric Prydz video I had in my head, mainly because I spend the entire time concentrating on trying to stay in time with the DVD, and it doesn't help that Mistress R doesn't so I get confused and end up following her instead...
Truth be told, I think it would be a lot more fun if I sat on the sofa and watched Mistress R do the routine naked, but I don't think there's much chance of that. Maybe when I'm thin and locked in the CB-3000 she might do it, just to watch me struggle... Mmmm, that would be a hell of an incentive to lose weight! Hehehehe.
So, I guess it's got to be done, at least we have a decent fan to keep us cool. I have to say, I don't mind doing this too much, because it seems to fly by, but I can't say my fantasy of watching Mistress R exercising has really lived up to the Eric Prydz video I had in my head, mainly because I spend the entire time concentrating on trying to stay in time with the DVD, and it doesn't help that Mistress R doesn't so I get confused and end up following her instead...
Truth be told, I think it would be a lot more fun if I sat on the sofa and watched Mistress R do the routine naked, but I don't think there's much chance of that. Maybe when I'm thin and locked in the CB-3000 she might do it, just to watch me struggle... Mmmm, that would be a hell of an incentive to lose weight! Hehehehe.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Why this morning was SO good...
I don't know about anyone else, but when I'm finally allowed to cum, my body kind of wakes up to what it's been missing and thinks 'let's do that again', so strangely when I was being so wonderfully teased by Mistress R this morning I probably wanted to cum even more than I did yesterday, because that sensation of release was so fresh in my mind. Plus because it's only 'day one' your brain reasons 'well you might as well let me cum now, because we've hardly even started this period of chastity yet, so we won't even be messing it up, not like we will if you leave it a couple of days...', which is why of course we need someone else in control, or else chastity would become like a diet that will always start tomorrow...
I think that by teasing and denying me so soon after letting me cum, Mistress R has undoubtedly put me back on the right track of not expecting to cum again until she wants me too, and I do love that feeling of knowing that once again I am under her control. I just can't get over how amazing it felt this morning, her fingers teasing my cock head so perfectly and bringing me so close so quickly even after I'd cum yesterday... that really was out of this world.
Only thing was of course, Mistress R calling a halt to proceedings then getting up and leaving me alone in bed with a violently throbbing cock meant I really had to get up pronto, otherwise I would have undoubtedly incurred my first infraction and maybe even something worse (and I definitely don't want to make the acquaintance of the paddle again anytime soon, I can tell you!).
I think that by teasing and denying me so soon after letting me cum, Mistress R has undoubtedly put me back on the right track of not expecting to cum again until she wants me too, and I do love that feeling of knowing that once again I am under her control. I just can't get over how amazing it felt this morning, her fingers teasing my cock head so perfectly and bringing me so close so quickly even after I'd cum yesterday... that really was out of this world.
Only thing was of course, Mistress R calling a halt to proceedings then getting up and leaving me alone in bed with a violently throbbing cock meant I really had to get up pronto, otherwise I would have undoubtedly incurred my first infraction and maybe even something worse (and I definitely don't want to make the acquaintance of the paddle again anytime soon, I can tell you!).
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