Showing posts with label Femdom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Femdom. Show all posts
Monday, July 4, 2011
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Friday, July 1, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
So, the big day arrived at last...
I had a rubbish night's sleep but woke up knowing that today was the day of our delayed Femdom session. But first there was the small matter of my first weigh-in, which resulted in a 5lb loss for me (in five days).
Having got that out of the way and showered, I prepared the bedroom for the session and waited for Mistress on my knees, knowing that she had read my pre-session notes in which I confessed my complete failure to resist touching my cock over the last two weeks, although I couldn't tell her exactly how many times I had done it. Naturally Mistress R was keen to 'correct' me and pretty much the first thing that she did in the session was to give me 21 hits with the paddle. It hurt quite a lot, especially the last few... still I deserved it. I can't argue that.
After this Mistress R had me worship her feet as she stroked her gorgeous pussy and mused over how she was going to stop me touching my cock. At one point she mentioned making me wear the CB-3000 for a period each day, but later on she changed her mind and said that she didn't want to do that because it was 'so much more fun' to make me keep myself under control.
Then she had me on my hands and knees on the bed and pushed a dildo up my ass and she seemed to be about to use her strap-on on me but for some reason she changed her mind and had me turn over on my back. She restrained me and then sat on my face and had me lick her pussy (I LOVE this) and then she stood over me, pushing her glass dildo into her wet pussy and fucking herself with it for a while before forcing it into my mouth and telling me that maybe if I can't keep my hands of 'her' cock (she said that several times during the session, which I liked very much) then instead of sucking her dildo clean I might have to suck a real cock clean, after it had been inside her. You can imagine the effect that had on me...
She whipped my cock a little and then straddled me and rode my cock for a short while, it felt soooo good to be inside her again. All through the session she constantly drummed into me that touching my cock 'illegally' couldn't compare to what it felt like having her touch it, and that I should remember this when I was tempted (she reinforced this with a half a dozen swats of the crop too).
At one point she sucked my cock for a few moments before kissing me, because she knows I love it when her mouth tastes of my cock, unfortunately my tongue was so coated in pussy juice that I could barely taste it but it was so fucking hot that her point was still made, especially the way she stuck her tongue into my mouth.
Then she blindfolded me, pushed the dildo back into my ass and attached clothes pegs to my nipples, before leaving me to stew for about ten minutes.
When she returned she climbed on top of me and pulled the pegs off, before briefly sitting on my face once more (lovely). Then she removed the blindfold and released me, before having me go down on her until she came and then had me lick all her pussy juice off her thighs and off the PVC sheet.
Finally she had me back on my back once more, tied at all four corners to the bed. She stood over me and then lowered her gorgeous ass to my face. She gave me permission to lick her asshole as she pumped my cock hard and soon I felt twenty eight days of built up frustration exploding from the tip of my cock. Mistress R pulled her ass away from my face and pushed her fingers into my mouth, ordering me to lick and swallow all of my cum from them. Then she scooped up the rest of the cum from around my cock and made me swallow that too, before sitting on my face one last time...
Well that was my Saturday morning and they don't come much better than that!
Having got that out of the way and showered, I prepared the bedroom for the session and waited for Mistress on my knees, knowing that she had read my pre-session notes in which I confessed my complete failure to resist touching my cock over the last two weeks, although I couldn't tell her exactly how many times I had done it. Naturally Mistress R was keen to 'correct' me and pretty much the first thing that she did in the session was to give me 21 hits with the paddle. It hurt quite a lot, especially the last few... still I deserved it. I can't argue that.
After this Mistress R had me worship her feet as she stroked her gorgeous pussy and mused over how she was going to stop me touching my cock. At one point she mentioned making me wear the CB-3000 for a period each day, but later on she changed her mind and said that she didn't want to do that because it was 'so much more fun' to make me keep myself under control.
Then she had me on my hands and knees on the bed and pushed a dildo up my ass and she seemed to be about to use her strap-on on me but for some reason she changed her mind and had me turn over on my back. She restrained me and then sat on my face and had me lick her pussy (I LOVE this) and then she stood over me, pushing her glass dildo into her wet pussy and fucking herself with it for a while before forcing it into my mouth and telling me that maybe if I can't keep my hands of 'her' cock (she said that several times during the session, which I liked very much) then instead of sucking her dildo clean I might have to suck a real cock clean, after it had been inside her. You can imagine the effect that had on me...
She whipped my cock a little and then straddled me and rode my cock for a short while, it felt soooo good to be inside her again. All through the session she constantly drummed into me that touching my cock 'illegally' couldn't compare to what it felt like having her touch it, and that I should remember this when I was tempted (she reinforced this with a half a dozen swats of the crop too).
At one point she sucked my cock for a few moments before kissing me, because she knows I love it when her mouth tastes of my cock, unfortunately my tongue was so coated in pussy juice that I could barely taste it but it was so fucking hot that her point was still made, especially the way she stuck her tongue into my mouth.
Then she blindfolded me, pushed the dildo back into my ass and attached clothes pegs to my nipples, before leaving me to stew for about ten minutes.
When she returned she climbed on top of me and pulled the pegs off, before briefly sitting on my face once more (lovely). Then she removed the blindfold and released me, before having me go down on her until she came and then had me lick all her pussy juice off her thighs and off the PVC sheet.
Finally she had me back on my back once more, tied at all four corners to the bed. She stood over me and then lowered her gorgeous ass to my face. She gave me permission to lick her asshole as she pumped my cock hard and soon I felt twenty eight days of built up frustration exploding from the tip of my cock. Mistress R pulled her ass away from my face and pushed her fingers into my mouth, ordering me to lick and swallow all of my cum from them. Then she scooped up the rest of the cum from around my cock and made me swallow that too, before sitting on my face one last time...
Well that was my Saturday morning and they don't come much better than that!
Friday, June 24, 2011
Results of this weeks polls...
I asked, which gives you the deepest satisfaction: Your orgasm, your partners orgasm, or are they equally satisfying?
Perhaps unsurprisingly, given the nature of this blog, the results were as follows:
75% said their partner's orgasm was most satisfying for them
18% said that both their partner's and their own orgasms were equally satisfying
7% said their own orgasms were the most satisfying
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And now, moving on to the much more important poll, I asked what you would like to see happen to me this Saturday, given that I will have waited four weeks for an orgasm.
60 of you voted and here are the results:
5 of you (8%) would like me to enjoy a nice satisfying orgasm.
14 of you (23%) think I should be made to wait just one more week
17 of you (29%) think Mistress R should allow me a ruined orgasm
24 of you (40%) would like to see Mistress R make me wait another month
So the best thing would be if Mistress R would ruin my orgasm and then make me wait another month, huh?
Not this time, I don't think. I gave Mistress R an update on the progress of the poll last night and she was interested but added that 'we are still very new to this', which is true, I mean we've only been doing this for three months and we've already come so far. The poll was only a bit of fun anyway, and I'm conscious that I don't want to 'push' Mistress R faster than she wants to go.
So whatever she decides is fine by me. She's already made me wait longer than I thought she would this soon, and I adore her for doing that. It's so gratifying to see her confidence building as she gets used to this whole thing and realises that I really do love being teased and left aching to cum (and once I get my 'touching' under control it will be even more intense).
I've never been backwards about telling Mistress R how much I love going down on her and making her cum, and I'm sure that this past few months have really confirmed that to her beyond any doubt. I crave her constantly, she is so beautiful and sexy and nothing compares to the absolute joy I experience when I feel her cum against my tongue, and that's one thing that will definitely be happening tomorrow!
Perhaps unsurprisingly, given the nature of this blog, the results were as follows:
75% said their partner's orgasm was most satisfying for them
18% said that both their partner's and their own orgasms were equally satisfying
7% said their own orgasms were the most satisfying
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And now, moving on to the much more important poll, I asked what you would like to see happen to me this Saturday, given that I will have waited four weeks for an orgasm.
60 of you voted and here are the results:
5 of you (8%) would like me to enjoy a nice satisfying orgasm.
14 of you (23%) think I should be made to wait just one more week
17 of you (29%) think Mistress R should allow me a ruined orgasm
24 of you (40%) would like to see Mistress R make me wait another month
So the best thing would be if Mistress R would ruin my orgasm and then make me wait another month, huh?
Not this time, I don't think. I gave Mistress R an update on the progress of the poll last night and she was interested but added that 'we are still very new to this', which is true, I mean we've only been doing this for three months and we've already come so far. The poll was only a bit of fun anyway, and I'm conscious that I don't want to 'push' Mistress R faster than she wants to go.
So whatever she decides is fine by me. She's already made me wait longer than I thought she would this soon, and I adore her for doing that. It's so gratifying to see her confidence building as she gets used to this whole thing and realises that I really do love being teased and left aching to cum (and once I get my 'touching' under control it will be even more intense).
I've never been backwards about telling Mistress R how much I love going down on her and making her cum, and I'm sure that this past few months have really confirmed that to her beyond any doubt. I crave her constantly, she is so beautiful and sexy and nothing compares to the absolute joy I experience when I feel her cum against my tongue, and that's one thing that will definitely be happening tomorrow!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
More on this whole cuckolding thing...
In response to my post yesterday I received this most welcome comment from Weave:
Weave said... Wow... such a helpful post!! Thank you. I haven't been too into cuckolding stories, but realized they do excite me. I think maybe you've helped put this in better perspective ...hmmm, maybe this is it! Sincere thanks :)
Thank you Weave, but I do feel that I've only expanded on what the original author had said, so the credit really should go to him. Glad you feel that it's helped you all the same, personally I'm still somewhat confused by my reactions to the whole thing...
Funnily enough, this ties in nicely with another post I was looking to write about cuckolding, after I read a super-hot post on the 'Femdom Fiance' site this morning. Which you can read here.
Again, it leaves me wondering why I find it so arousing when it runs contrary to everything I believe in and want? I can only surmise that it is simply the fact that it is happening to someone else and not me, so it feels 'safe' for me to enjoy reading it (in addition I guess 'fictional' cuckolding and captions also feel 'safe' because they aren't even someone else's problem!).
And yet, when we are in our Femdom sessions and Mistress R teases me by talking about making me suck a cock that has just been inside her and things like that, it undoubtedly turns me on. Again, perhaps the fact that I feel secure knowing that Mistress R and I aren't looking to go down that path makes me feel safe enough to enjoy the fantasy?
But then yet again, you may recall that I wrote a while back about an overwhelmingly intense moment I had in one of our sessions when I was so deep in sub-space that I was genuinely ready to do whatever Mistress R asked of me (and for the record she was making me suck her strap-on at the time). That experience was both wonderful and genuinely scary, and still leaves me wondering what I would be capable of doing for Mistress R if she wanted something that is generally considered 'outside our comfort zone'.
I still don't know the answer to this, but if Mistress R wanted something and she found the right way to guide me towards it... well, I'm not even sure I want to think about that!
So, to sum up, I still am confused by the fact that cuckolding stories and captions turn me on... but I guess there's plenty of other fantasies that people have that they know they don't want to experience for real, particular ones in which 'loss of control' is a major element. So I guess the thing to do is to accept it for what it is, and enjoy reading other people's experiences, fiction and captions without feeling threatened by it.
Weave said... Wow... such a helpful post!! Thank you. I haven't been too into cuckolding stories, but realized they do excite me. I think maybe you've helped put this in better perspective ...hmmm, maybe this is it! Sincere thanks :)
Thank you Weave, but I do feel that I've only expanded on what the original author had said, so the credit really should go to him. Glad you feel that it's helped you all the same, personally I'm still somewhat confused by my reactions to the whole thing...
Funnily enough, this ties in nicely with another post I was looking to write about cuckolding, after I read a super-hot post on the 'Femdom Fiance' site this morning. Which you can read here.
Again, it leaves me wondering why I find it so arousing when it runs contrary to everything I believe in and want? I can only surmise that it is simply the fact that it is happening to someone else and not me, so it feels 'safe' for me to enjoy reading it (in addition I guess 'fictional' cuckolding and captions also feel 'safe' because they aren't even someone else's problem!).
And yet, when we are in our Femdom sessions and Mistress R teases me by talking about making me suck a cock that has just been inside her and things like that, it undoubtedly turns me on. Again, perhaps the fact that I feel secure knowing that Mistress R and I aren't looking to go down that path makes me feel safe enough to enjoy the fantasy?
But then yet again, you may recall that I wrote a while back about an overwhelmingly intense moment I had in one of our sessions when I was so deep in sub-space that I was genuinely ready to do whatever Mistress R asked of me (and for the record she was making me suck her strap-on at the time). That experience was both wonderful and genuinely scary, and still leaves me wondering what I would be capable of doing for Mistress R if she wanted something that is generally considered 'outside our comfort zone'.
I still don't know the answer to this, but if Mistress R wanted something and she found the right way to guide me towards it... well, I'm not even sure I want to think about that!
So, to sum up, I still am confused by the fact that cuckolding stories and captions turn me on... but I guess there's plenty of other fantasies that people have that they know they don't want to experience for real, particular ones in which 'loss of control' is a major element. So I guess the thing to do is to accept it for what it is, and enjoy reading other people's experiences, fiction and captions without feeling threatened by it.
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